Got ghosted since December.. been rough since I always hide my feeling until now I got a breakdown. I’m into a point to text the person like an end point like end things in good terms (is a person like a fam) since I knew he didn’t had the balls to end it… should I send a text like ending in good terms but at the end a no reply need it?

It was a LDR it last like 1.2 year

I think you need to create your own closure. It’s been nearly a year. Do you think that you will feel better if you text them? Will you be able to move on then? Do you expect anything on their end? I also think you should be realistic and accept that they have moved on already, which is 💩-ty because of the way they treated you. You deserve better. Don’t go into a state op coping, please talk to someone if you keep struggling.

you’ve got to think, will this give you closure or will it make it worse? say he doesn’t reply, and you’re waiting for that response or even to see he’s read it, that’s not closure. or if he does reply and he says something sh***y, then it’ll make you feel even worse. honestly i would leave it, 100% you deserve better than an awful guy who thinks it’s okay to ghost you. and make sure you surround yourself with people you love and contemplate therapy if it gets bad x

Allow yourself to feel and process your feelings, don't hide them. If you never got the chance to process how you feel it could explain why you're still struggling to move on many months later

^I think it’s a good idea to write a text to him so you express your feelings, but don’t actually send it. You need to accept that he will not give you closure, only you can give yourself it at this point, as @onthepillxo said you’ll be worse off if he doesn’t reply or doesn’t say what you want him to.