When you go through experiences in life that the same thing is happening over and over and over again, you should try to change your outlook. What are you doing, how you’re doing it, why. Etc. In your other post you said he didn’t treat you well, then why stay? A good partner will treat you well. But reoccurring life events means you’re putting yourself in the same situations over and over again. And the only way to get out of them, is something has to change. You have to learn from these experiences. And in no way am I saying you’re not worthy or you’re not enough. Please don’t take it that way. But it keeps happening for a reason, only you know, and only you can make a change.