If you think you’ll be judged in your small town and don’t want that, which is totally understandable, go out of town and have some fun! Or move out of that town 🥲 lol. It’s definitely an experience worth having if you’ve wanted to!! Go for it! But like others said, do it somewhere you feel safe/more comfortable. Where eyes won’t be watching you and talking about it the next day 🙄 kissing strangers or not kissing strangers, you’re not weird! You make sense.