content warning: money, mental health
i totally understand and relate to how you feel about christmas. it truly was the most wonderful time of the year but it hurts because as i get older, money becomes tighter and xmas feels more like a chore. i have to pay my university fees and i’m in so much debt it’s insane. i also got diagnosed with autism very recently and ever since that my dad has been treating me like i’m a disgrace even though it’s neurological and i was born with it…i dont know what to do. i wanted to get my boyfriend airpods but i don’t think i can afford it. i also wanted to get my sister and mom gifts but once again, i don’t have any money. it hurts that i’m failing them this christmas. sorry for the rant. anyone else going through this just know you aren’t alone ♡ christmas is hard at times but i’m sure there’s still some ways to make it feel magical again.