TW: suicide I had a bad period in my life when I was younger, maybe 8 years ago. I would date or sleep around. I dated this guy who made me develop depression because I told my bf at the time how many people I’ve slept with and he shamed me and I was then suicidal. I told my sister and she didn’t help me, instead told me I should be ashamed of myself. This made me develop resentment. Ever since then, she brings up my past as a joke or uses it against me or tries to bring it up to my parents.