TW: Blood, Abuse
Hey again everyone. This is another update, I wasn’t sure if I want to write it tbh because I don’t wanna bother you all but a lot of you wanted it so here it is. This one actually needs a trigger warning which I put above so please make sur e to see that first. I am sorry about the photos aswell but I wanted to give you all a good idea of what’s actually been happening and I feel like you all deserve for being so lovely and so supportive, it made me feel so good that people that don’t even know me care so much about my wellbeing! Can’t thank you all enough!
Today was a rollercoaster of emotions and to be honest a very rough and horrible day for me. Last time I spoke to you guys was when I waited for my roommate to get back from work and coke police station with me. So she came back, I turned my tracker off like you guys said, thankfully he didn’t get a notification (I know because he would’ve texted me straight away). I explained everything to my roommate and she was in shock, she had no idea as he was also manipulating her into believing it wasn’t him and that everything was ok, she couldn’t be anymore sorry but it wasn’t her fault at all, I would never blame her.
We went to the police station together, I wrote a statement, they were so so supportive. When I showed the police woman some of mine and his messages her words were “this man is sick in the head, I am so happy you came here” which made me realise how bad it actually was, they told me it would only get worse.
After being at the police station for hours, they finally told me they will drive me to whichever place I feel safe at, I did say I wanna come to my house to grab some stuff and go to my parents so we went to mine (me, the police and my roommate) to only discover that my bedroom window has been smashed a little(pic in comments) (the police said it looks like someone threw something at it like a rock. (Of course it would’ve been him). They said that my roommate is not safe to be there at the moment so I told her to come with me to my parents house which she agreed to. We grabbed our stuff as quick as possible and left with the police.
Later on I received a message from him saying what I did hurt him and proceeded to send me a pic of his bloody hand saying he hit a brick wall or something like that (pic in comments again). Bare in mind at this point he had no idea I even went to the police, so he did all of it JUST because I left the house and turned my location off without his permission.
Police issued a warrant for his arrest, they went to his house and he wasn’t there (it was past 8 o’clock so he would’ve been back from work by then... they are looking for him but he’s no where to be seen today which they said is strange because he wouldn’t have a idea that I went to the police. They are currently still looking for him. They said they would keep him in custody until court date. They have also told me that I do NOT have to see him in court and I can do it through a video call or something like that so I won’t be psychically I the court room and therefore won’t have to see him. Of course if he just admits to them straight away what he’s done then there will be no court but we all are fully aware he will never admit to it.
I am currently at my parents house with my roommate, I am TERRIFIED he will turn up but my mum and dad said all the doors are locked and if there’s a knock on the door , my dad will go and check through the window who it is, if it’s him they won’t open. The police have also said if he turns up to give them a call as soon as possible so they can come and arrest him. I feel much safer knowing this!
This would be it for what’s happened today. I just wanted you all to know! I am praying they will find him soon! I will be updating you guys as long as you want! I will also respond to all the lovely messages you been sending me ❤️