i need to vent so somebody please tell me if i’m crazy… or if this sounds valid.
i’ve had a tattoo appointment booked for a month. it’s dragonfly piece with little stars. i love the design and the artist was AMAZINNG. but the day of my appointment, my boyfriend relapsed after a while sober form alcohol and i caught him. we got into a huge disagreement and i havent spoken to him since (that was thusday). i’m also in the process of probably getting a new car, and my whole family has the stomach bug. AND i just started my first period i’ve had since getting my nexplanon last may. AND i started my masters degree 3 weeks ago so starting to now get the bigger assignments.
now that the tattoo is on my body, im so nervous. i look at it and want to cry. the design is BEAUTIFUL. it’s perfect to my anatomy. but i don’t know why, it just feels so weird that it’s there. am i just putting too much stress on it because it’s the only thing i can actually look at all the time? it’s not even my first tattoo and by far not the biggest.
how do you guys recommend i destress right now.. cause im lowkey suffering with anxiety.