I have bad diagnosed anxiety for years, it's under control and ive been doing good with it however I need some advice and reassurance from you guys!
Basically in a conversation my mum threatened to kick me out if i was ever pregnant and a fear has been stuck into my head that "what if i am??" even though I've never missed a bleed, Ive taken my pill ontime everyday for a year, me and my bf pull out also for reassurance. Yet i'm so scared and we even took a test and it came back negative (even before my period like weeks before) but he held it upside down and although there was no line it looked like in thr clearblue test there was a little bit of ink bleed since he held it in a cup filled with pee and didnt put it flat on the table.
There was no faint line or anything but it was just looking like running ink smudge down the test and im so scared I havent missed any bleeds or pills ever and I take it on time more or less perfectly everyday. Am I alright? I keep making myself queasy thtinking about it and im always so so afraid now and I just cant control my anxiety.
