I was on mirtazapine then Sertraline for depression and anxiety and they just turned me into a zombie. I had a lot less feelings, emotions, sympathy etc and just felt really flat. Others told me the same thing once I was off them.
I was terrified to come off them as I didn’t know who I was/what I’d be like without them. I am so glad I did come off them though. I still get depressive episodes and I still struggle, but I would not want to be on those again. Maybe I didn’t give them long enough or maybe I didn’t find the ‘right’ one for me, who knows. I just know I don’t regret coming off them when I did. It was the right thing for me at the time.
They’re always an option and you can always come off them. Just be wary of potential side effects, and as above, you can always try different ones, different doses etc. Just make the choice for you, not for your therapist or anyone else. Only do what you want to do. It’s your body 💖