Hey girls.. I need some help on how I’m feeling and to get over a situation. So I started taking my boyfriend almost 4 years ago, and 2 weeks into us dating I went to a Halloween party. My friend who was there wasnt really drinking told me that I did nothing physically wrong. I just flirted a little bit with a guy that I seen that I had already ghosted before when I was single. I felt TERRIBLEE I feel like it’s because I don’t remember the night clearly as it was so long ago. I ended up telling my bf about it and how I don’t really remember the night but that there was this guy and there was banter but maybe he tried to kiss me and idk exactly what happen as I was drinking. I told my boyfriend nothing sexual happen and honestly no nothing like that happen - I even told my friend the same night and the next day that nothing happen and I went home with my friends that same night. Now I’m second guessing myself. I know I didn’t do anything that night but because it was so long ago I keep second guessing myself and trying to fill in the gaps. Apparently the guy told me to come home with him and I said no and I went home. It was so long ago and my boyfriend is now updated on the situation and I just feel like a terrible person, and I’m not sure why I’m second guessing myself because i keep asking well “what if” I deal with server anxiety and overthinking. How do I get over this situation:(

Sorry me and my boyfriend have been dating for almost 4years**

Are you seeing anyone for anxiety?

@aurielle I am not, it’s very expensive unfortunately :( I’m trying to budget so I can look to get someone to talk to about this. Whenever I have anxiety attacks they last for a couple days to over a week. I somehow get over it eventually but it always comes back, I feel like because my bf is still upset about it it’s harder for me to move on right now

Didn’t you just post this the other day?

@maeve_ just about my wording, but now I just wanna get over the situation

What exactly is causing all this anxiety? Like what is at the very root of this guilt and anxiety you’re feeling?

@maeve_ I feel like every time that I drink something bad has happen which is mainly from the past

Your friend told you that yoy did nothing wrong and everyone on your last post told you that you did nothing wrong. So what exactly is making you feel like you’re a terrible person?

You need to come to terms with the past and you did nothing wrong. Sitting on this for years is not fair on yourself and it’ll be wise to seek out help xx