Hi! I haven’t been medically diagnosed myself but I think I have OCD Too (however I think it’s contamination OCD for me) , so I understand that it can be hard to cope with and get used to. I think that if you research OCD, as there are (I think) 7 different types of OCD, finding out which one you think you have could help you find ways diagnosed people cope with it and any advice on it from medical professionals/ medical websites online.