No guy that I see ever wants to have sex with me :( they only want me to do acts on them but they never want to reciprocate the acts on me

Don't have sex or do anything with those guys. There are absolutely men out there who want and are excited to give you pleasure. Talk about expectations and what you're interested sex-wise before you get in bed.

Be selfish, make sure you are satisfied before tending to a guy. Real men will do anything to satisfy a woman.