TW: rant about mental health and lack of knowledge on women’s health from doctors
In June 2024 I got back on BC and that following October I spiralled and had probably 15+ panic attacks within a month. It was brutal, I was highly paranoid, anxious, scared, my heart was racing and I wasn’t sleeping or eating. I felt a similar way when I went on BC for the first time 8 years ago so it clicked that it might be hormonal.
I spoke with a gynaecologist and she said that it’s not possible that the pill was affecting me this way and was adamant that I stay on the pill and seek other options.
This was honestly a horrible and ridiculous response from a gyno. I didn’t listen and got off the pill and all those intense feelings subsided within 2 weeks. I had to claw my way back to a sense of normalcy but that experience was so scarring that I still don’t feel 100% normal. Im almost there but it was pretty traumatic.
I HATE how doctors don’t take us seriously. I want to scream into the void lol.