Movie quote:"you is kind,you is smart,you is important".
You can do this girl!
I'm sorry to hear about your grandma,losing loved ones is never easy ♥️♥️.
Ok so let's focus on the positives!!
You get to take this time to focus on you 🙂🙂.
A thing that helps me sometimes is to think:will this be important in a year or even a month?(try not to stress the little things,easier said than done,I know).
With the job front,keep at it doll !persistence is key.As long as you're getting out there and doing something you will get something that is meant to be.
Write yourself a little note of positivity:everything that's good.Focusing on the bad just gets you down.