Me and this guy were together for basically 2 years, and we agreed we needed to stop talking and be our own person. Backstory: got together in 2017, end of October. Was together for 6 months, broke up, had a bit of a blip and then found our way back to each other again after around 2-3 months later. We haven’t been together since, but we may as well have been. I haven’t wanted to label it, I haven’t wanted a relationship so we just kept it between us and we were so happy. Until I started having these weird feelings inside me telling me to just pull away. We stopped talking today, I stayed at his for the last time last night, and it’s hurting if I’m honest. Knowing he’s not there, knowing that I won’t be able to have my 4 in the morning laughs and cuddles. I’m gonna miss waking up to him, I’m gonna miss everything. Our past is so heavy so it’s so much harder to have to let go. We are doing it for the right reason though. I said we are way more independent on our own, we never leave each other, and that I need to learn to be my own person as all I’ve been is in a relationship. He understood and agreed. Knowing I can’t be there to make him happy or be there in person to give him a shoulder to cry on hurts me so much. He was, and still is my absolute everything. Could never get someone as amazing as him. I love and adore him and wish him all the best❤️