TW mental health, suicide
I’ve been feeling so low today and it’s becoming a very regular thing, it has been for a long time now, I remember the person I used to be and I used to be so fun and outgoing and happy, I try so hard to think of how to be like that again. But I keep constantly going into these really depressive states and I feel so down and helpless and then the next minute or after a few days I’m on a high and I’m really excited about life, it’s like a continuous cycle and I’m so fed up of it. When I’m down I’m beyond low, I’ve been diagnosed with OCD for a very long time and get suicidal visions etc from my pure O, however I don’t think I’d ever act upon my suicidal thoughts, I know it’s my OCD. but all of this up and down moods is more new, it’s really getting to me. I was dropped from my therapist too.