It would have been 3 years today with my ex. I know I shouldn't have, but I looked at his Instagram account and saw that he started following the girl he was still in love with while we were together, for whom we always fought and for which he lied to me a lot. I'm going to block him now but I feel like nothing has been true in our relationship and he never loved me. I feel like he used me to forget her but it didn't work. It’s so painful.