*ED TW*
Ok so, I used to have an eating disorder right. The past few days I’ve noticed I’ve been eating much less/actively trying to go to bed on an emptier stomach and (especially today) it’s been harder for me to eat more solid food but I feel fine drinking stuff such as Starbucks mochas and eating Nutella off of spoons lol? I was going to text my bf today to ask him to make sure to check in on me here and there in case this is leading to some kind of relapse but I stopped myself cause I thought it would just worry him for no reason and it’s probably nothing and is just because big life changes are approaching (transferring to a new university + moving out of my parents house). Ugh idk cause I don’t want to worry him but I also know if it did end up in relapse it would be too hard for me to tell him at that point cause eds are very big into secrecy bs. Not sure what to do and if I’m just overthinking this.
